This is just an experiment with a different style/beat + a lil freestyle at the end. EMCEEEEEEES watch out lol.. What do guys think? Lyrics Verse 1: I wrote this when I was losing focus, when I didn't have a talent they noticed, I scribbled down lines whenever I was mad, or sad whatever I ain't ever havin' that, Promised I would change, but never for the change, Stay in my lane, from the party refrain, but it ain't even that hard for me man I sit back and chill, while those around me have social thrills, I ain't social built, I'm a cynic with a limit definitely unhealthy, think society's a gimmick, most people just fall in it, solace of following keep you hollower than bottles were, before the filling the feeling of killing I'm feeling, I'm talking mentally, banish the devil within, move forward never like mannequins, stand in place and panicking, I'm better than the average amateur and got more power than the hammer of thor, training minds for wars and if they don't wanna l! earn, Imma row my oar, and make hijrah... cuz it's good I yearn, not for booze I earn, and No amount of boo's will ever make me burn My pages and journals, and verses in cursive that healed me like nurses they show me what thirst is, reasons for a clenched fist, why I can't quench this endless pursuit for something bigger then myself kid! Verse 2: See Now I don't front like I'm important, I learn from mistakes I'm loss abortin', Got a couple heads that're always supportin' My moves like a game of chess
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